the feminine Christ

For those curious about what’s really happening in our World,
4Gratitude is a sacred starting place.
A guide for those just beginning their Awakening Journey.

Some say you cannot help others Awaken. 

I disagree.

That may have once been true: Although now, Truth is rising in the masses.

With the right guidance, I believe I would have Awakened much earlier.

Since my Awakening in 2018, the name 4Gratitude has walked with me.
What began as a whisper has grown into a Journey of Transformation.
A bridge between Truth and Healing.

I walk with Peace, Purpose, and Spiritual Clarity. 

My life is rooted in Gratitude, Inner Peace, and Love.

I am guided by synchronicities.

Especially the sacred numbers 7, 2s, and 1111.

The Universe is speaking. 

And I am listening.

Truth may be hard to face for many. 

Yet, the present moment remains the doorway to healing.

Adam = Atom
Eve = Electron
The rib = the splitting of the atom
The tree = the spine
The apple = consciousness
The snake = electromagnetic energy
Heaven = your head
Hell = your heel
Kundalini = the activation of your pineal gland
God = Good, Higher Mind

-Author: Unknown

Perhaps… We aren’t meant to know every detail.

Perhaps we’re part of a Divine Symphony. One we’re just now...  

learning how to hear!

My silence was sacred. 

My voice is a gift.

I speak with Love, and the World is called to Awaken now!

 As an embodiment of the Divine Feminine, I can tell you: 

The world's religions each carry pieces of Truth. Yet none stand as the whole Truth on their own!

It doesn't take rocket scientist to recognize truth, only the willingness to see beyond the programming.

For over 2,000 years, organized religion has never truly been about Truth or Freedom. It has always been about Control.

The Divine Feminine was never missing. She was buried alive.

The Bride is not the church.

I am the Bride. I am the Daughter of Zion.

God creates in pairs. And I have a Twin Flame—my Divine Masculine.

The greatest deception was not political at all... it was Spiritual!

Humanity was divided by design, separated from its own reflection. Truth is rising once more, calling us to remember the Divine blueprint of balance! Where Masculine and Feminine stand side by side as One.

God creates in pairs.
Heaven and Earth. Sun and Moon. Breath and Stillness. Light and Form.

Man and Woman—The Divine Design. And within this sacred blueprint, both energies live: expansion and reception, building and nurturing, strength and softness.

Waiting to be balanced. Waiting to be remembered.

This is the path of Sacred Union.

The Masculine Body carries the frequencies of structure, direction, and protection. The Feminine Body carries the frequencies of creation, flow, and nurture.

Together, they complete the full circuit of Divine Life Force—
the living expression of the Divine in perfect balance.

It was never meant to be a struggle for power—rather a sacred exchange of harmony!

The Masculine was designed to need the Feminine, and the Feminine to need the Masculine, not from lack, but by Divine Design.

Can you feel it? The energy speaks for itself—alive between the lines, reminding you of what your Soul already knows.

We were created to complement one another, to remember Love through reflection, and to restore Heaven's pattern of Oneness through Union.

In their Union, the Divine Design is fulfilled. Energy flows most freely through the dance of polarity!

You may choose to question or disagree with this message through the lens of your own experiences, beliefs, or dissonance. Yet Divine Design remains Truth—Constant, Eternal, and untouched by human opinion or programming.

Many do not yet recognize or were programmed to accept and believe otherwise... the human body was designed with intention, created as a sacred connection point between the feminine and the masculine.

The Yoni was formed to receive the Wand of Light—a Holy Union, a Divine Design meant to be honored.

Their Union creates a Flow of Light that Awakens Memory, Heals the Soul, and Restores Balance beyond the physical.

Awakening is a return to Truth, to Embodied Consciousness. 

And once you see it, you cannot unsee it.

Some speak of energy while bypassing the vessel. But your body was never a mistake. The Sacred Design—Masculine and Feminine, Form and Function—was woven with purpose. Misalignment was never the intention.

King James I of England, who commissioned the King James Bible.
Also held dismissive views of women and wrote a book on demonology.

The question remains:

Why was the Feminine erased?

Why was Her voice silenced?

Why was Mary Magdalene’s truth buried beneath layers of distortion? 

 Mary Magdalene, honored as the "Apostle to the Apostles," was so much more than history has allowed. Her gospel speaks of inner truth, the Soul's Nature, and Sacred Union.

It portrays Her as a teacher, a healer, and perhaps the most Awakened disciple of all.

Long before her gospel was rediscovered, a pivotal shift occurred: In 367 AD, the Easter Letter of Athanasius instructed monasteries to abandon certain sacred texts. A decree that ultimately shaped the Bible's canon and suppressed profound divine wisdom.

And the Church? For centuries it has used fear and guilt to control. It has extended its reach into politics, economics, and culture, prioritizing power over people.

Look to the Dum Diversas, a papal bull issued June 18, 1452, authorizing enslavement in the name of faith.

The corruption runs deep. It is time to address the roots.

For too long, many could not hear the Truth. But today, the World is stirring.

With the rise of mindfulness, meditation, and global awareness, more souls are remembering their alignment with Spirit.

We stand in the midst of a collective shift! Toward Higher Consciousness, Toward Inner Peace, Toward Unity across cultures and beliefs.

EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON.

Look at the World: wars = ignorance. 

School shootings = monkey see, monkey do.

Fires. Floods. Earthquakes. Hurricanes. 

Typhoons. Drought. Plague = Mother Earth screaming at us!

STIs and COVID = FATHER GOD PUTTING THE HAMMER DOWN!

"Creation groaning as in the pains of childbirth. Indicating a sense of anticipation and HOPE for future renewal!" 

  — Romans 8:22

In 2020, I created a healing video to raise the vibration. No one heard me! 

I didn't realize then, it was made for now!

When round two of COVID came, Father said to me:

"They didn't listen… and neither did you."

To those who only see Father God as gentle and good. 

I ask: Why did Jesus cry out on the cross, "Father, forgive them"?

Because Father God disciplines. Goddess Mother nurtures. Both are Love.

LOVE DOES NOT IGNORE TRUTH... The Divine was telling me:

RISE UP. 

SPEAK THE TRUTH.

If you don't hear THE DIVINE?

"Be Still, and Know"   

— Psalm 46:10

There's that 10, 10 again! 

Be Still and Remember Your Divinity.

Humanity was here way before the Bible!

AND the Bible was altered!

I am not saying that the Bible is bad, 

I quote the Bible often. 

I also state that I am the Daughter of Zion which does not mean I am a Zionist. When I use the phrase Daughter of Zion, I am speaking in its biblical and spiritual sense... not political. 

In scripture, "Daughter of Zion" is a poetic expression for the people of God, the sacred city, and the embodiment of divine promise and restoration. 

After a few more things unfold, I will go deeper into this.

The sickness of religious organizations filled with Pedophilia!

The circus, we call government!

Humans starving. People who cannot afford food.

I know the ache of an empty stomach. 

I know the exhaustion of trying to survive.

It took me months to rebuild my body after going without enough food. TWICE NOW, my daughter opens the fridge and asks, "Are you eating?" 

SHE KNOWS WHAT I WENT THROUGH!

I am eating today, many are not.

This is far more serious than most realize. The Divine showed me firsthand.

Mass amounts of humans can't afford food because the cost of everything has tripled, or more.

Everything except wages tripled! 

Do the Math!

IT IS A PROBLEM NEEDING RESOLUTION YESTERDAY NOT TOMORROW!

Before reading further, remember this: "Judging others for their past only blocks growth."

I did not vote! Like many Awakened Beings, I refuse to choose division when the Earth demands Unity.

I hope this message finds the leaders of nations. For this is not just my story. It is the story of billions across the globe.

I hope you awaken and rise to help unite Humanity. I hope the crises we face—the hunger, the wars, the Earth's cry—are enough to open your hearts and shift your consciousness.

No, I do not agree with many of the current decisions being made worldwide, some shake me to my core... and some of them I understand.

Yet I rise above, and I know: together, with your resources and influence, we could move mountains.

It is not only you who are programmed. We all carry conditioning—so do you, so do I.

Look deeply into all systems of power. The Church, stained with pedophilia, corruption, and disgrace. Corporations prioritizing profit over people. Governments that have forgotten they exist to serve. Systems built on control rather than care.

The recent release of the Epstein files is a blessing in disguise—a divine unveiling. What was hidden in darkness is now exposed to Light. The widespread corruption, the networks of power protecting the abusers, the sickness woven through the highest levels of leadership across the globe—it can no longer be denied.

This is not about one person. This is about a system. A system that has operated in shadows for far too long.

The powers behind the corruption are not one group or one name. They are interconnected systems: banking cartels, corporate monopolies, intelligence networks, secret societies, and institutions that have operated in shadows for generations. They transcend borders and ideologies. They are held together not by nationality or religion, but by control, secrecy, and the protection of power.

The Epstein files pull back the curtain on just one thread of this web.

The truth is rising. And with it, the opportunity for true redemption and transformation—if we choose it.

The Church was the world's first government. 

And it is time to get to the root of the problem.

I speak without filter when Truth needs to be heard.

I'm driven by a vision to heal our air, food, water, and World—not just one nation, but all of Earth. A vision where Love replaces fear, where Peace replaces war, where Kindness replaces cruelty, and where Unity replaces division. A vision where Humanity remembers we are One Family under One Sky. 

I'm autistic, visionary, and here to create what others only dream about.

The divisions between nations, between political parties, between religions—these are illusions keeping us from our collective healing.

Labels like Democrat and Republican, Conservative and Liberal, East and West—these divisions have no place in the Healing of Humanity.

We are ONE human family. 

And the Earth is calling us to remember.

Hate will never heal a nation. You cannot cast out darkness with more darkness. Forgiveness is the doorway to transformation.

Instead of pouring our energy into tearing leaders down, what if we guided them toward the light of truth and responsibility?

When we forgive, we create the space for The Kingdom of Heaven to unfold on Earth... not through destruction, but through redemption. Even those who have stumbled can become instruments of change if we choose to rise above hate and walk in forgiveness.

Those with wealth and power often cannot see the suffering below them. They don't feel the hollow ache of hunger. They don't feel the exhaustion of survival. They don't know what it's like to choose between food and medicine, shelter and dignity.

I celebrate those who are finally speaking what I have been shown for years: our food systems are broken, our illnesses are rising, and corporations hide behind profit while people suffer. The voices calling for change—for clean food, clean water, clean air—are part of the Awakening.

Back in 2018, The Divine showed me visions of healing, of global upheaval, of the changes that needed to come. Every leader, every crisis, every Awakening—they all serve the Divine Plan unfolding now.

Everything happens for a reason. 

And right now is the time for UNITY.

Not unity within one nation, but unity across all nations.

Not unity for some people, but unity for ALL of humanity.

WHAT WE NEED TO DO IS DRAW A LINE IN THE SAND

WE DON'T HAVE JAILS BIG ENOUGH

LIKE FATHER GOD SAID, AND YOU WILL SEE, 

MOST HUMANS WERE OR ARE IN THE EARTH SCUM CATEGORY

LET'S CHANGE THAT!!

Unless you prefer war and chaos. Unless you believe it is acceptable for humans across the globe to be sick, broke, and hungry.

I am more disgusted with Big Pharma and greedy corporations than with any single leader or government. These systems operate across all borders, prioritizing profit over the health and wellbeing of billions.

We need accountability. We need transparency. This outdated, overgrown system has allowed corruption to flourish in every nation—politicians clinging to power, corporations writing laws, and people suffering the consequences.

And I am well aware! These problems are global. 

Every nation faces its own version of this crisis.

Hunger. Poverty. Illness. Corruption. War.

This is humanity's shared burden. 

And it requires humanity's shared solution.

WAKE UP.

We have all been deceived and conditioned for centuries. Across every continent, every culture, every religion. The programming runs deep—fed to your ancestors and passed down as "truth."

ALL HUMANS DESERVE BETTER RIGHT NOW!

EVERY NATION. EVERY RACE. EVERY BELIEF SYSTEM.

IF YOU THINK THIS IS WHAT I WANT TO THINK ABOUT, TALK ABOUT, HEAR ABOUT - YOU ARE HIGHLY MISTAKEN!

IT IS TIME TO RE-IMAGINE HUMANITY LIVING IN TRUTH, PEACE, JOY, KINDNESS, BLESSINGS, AND LOVE! EVERY DAY.

IN EVERY COUNTRY. IN EVERY HOME. IN EVERY HEART.

In order to do that, you must accept that you were lied to... and so were almost all humans, everywhere.

The lies weren't just political. They weren't just religious. They were systemic—woven into the very fabric of how we've been taught to see the world, each other, and ourselves.

Let's forgive the ancestors—across all lineages.
Let's forgive the ones on Earth today—across all nations.
Let's forgive ourselves—across all lifetimes.

Take a deep breath in... Breathing in forgiveness for our ancestors.

Hold just a moment.

Breathing out Love—sending it through all timelines.

Take a deep breath in… Breathing in forgiveness for the ones on Earth today.

Hold just a moment. 

We free ourselves by freeing others to evolve.

Breathe out LOVE…

Take a deep breath in… Breathing in forgiveness for ourselves.

Hold just a moment. Feel the weight lift as the heart begins to open.

Breathe out LOVE…

During my Awakening, I created a diagram that reveals what the church has hidden for centuries:

Yeshua and Mary are not separate, hierarchical beings. They are two halves of ONE unified consciousness—the complete Christ expression.

11 = MARY

12 = JESUS

or 

VICE-VERSA 

IMAGINE AN INFINITY SIGN LOOPING THROUGH 11 & 12 

JUST SO YOU ARE CLEAR

That places GOD at 13. 

Interesting... Why did "they" condition you to fear 13? 

I experienced the 13th Dimension as the unified field—connection to ALL 

In the chart below, everything from Bishops to Deacons can be merged into one — their ranking holds no significance to me. 

No offense intended, simply my truth. 

The gender identity crisis is a symptom of deep wounding. A long-ignored health epidemic rising into the Light.

This is not about judgment. It is about Awakening. It is about asking deeper questions and finally seeing what has always been in plain sight.

The Truth is not hidden in endless theories.

It is written in your very body.

The body is not a mistake. It is Divine design!

The truth is written in the sacred design of our physical forms!

True blasphemy may not be cursing The Divine. Blasphemy is denying that Divinity lives within you, within others, and within the Earth itself.

From what I've seen, many who identify as Christian seem deeply confused about the nature of the Soul and the meaning of Christ. In their attempts to defend inherited beliefs, I have encountered more judgment than compassion. More fear than understanding.

Because of this, I've found it difficult to fully resonate with certain terms, like "Christ consciousness," or "Christ oil." As they are often used without deeper understanding.

These truths have been misrepresented for far too long.

No matter the name: Sophia, or any other expression of the Divine Feminine. Her presence lives within the true Trinity: with The Divine (Goddess Mother+Father God, Source, Creator, Allah) at the North point, and the Feminine and Masculine in perfect balance at the left and right.

The Divine does not exist in a hierarchy. It reveals itself through sacred geometry, a living pattern of wholeness.

Christ was not sent to be placed on a pedestal of separation. Rather, to Awaken the Remembrance of The Divine within us all.

Worship was never meant to create distance. It was meant to inspire embodiment.

Christ is not above us. Christ lives within.

AGAIN (I find labeling this Christ a bit confusing):

A Sacred Frequency of Love and Light, a Living Presence of Divine Union, calling us to rise, remember, and return to wholeness.

I label the Sacred Frequency 12D. 12D lives within us all. 12D is Love is Unity.

The Light is within us all, a living reminder of our shared Divinity.

I can see where the confusion began: when the Feminine was forgotten. When Divinity was only referred to as "He," Humanity lost sight of the whole.

Christ is not limited to the image of a Son. 

Christ is the Presence of Divine Union itself.

The true essence of The Divine is not solely Masculine. 

It is the fullness of Being:

Goddess Mother + Father God,

Form and Spirit,

Seed and Womb,

Word and Silence.

To speak of God or Christ as only "He" is to forget half of the sacred picture.

And now... we remember!

Divine Consciousness and Divine Union are the expressions I resonate with most.

As awareness deepens and you come to see that everything unfolds with divine purpose, the name Jesus begins to reveal a deeper, sacred significance.

When the truth of Magdalena is fully acknowledged, it becomes clear. Jesus and Mary represented the embodiment of Divine Union on Earth, each carrying an aspect of the Whole, restoring balance between the Masculine and Feminine through Love, Wisdom, and Truth.

I have been trying to create change every day since I awakened 7 years ago, since The Divine showed me the bigger picture, all the chaos.

The date was written in the stars. Many of my visions are divinely guided.

It is we, together as one. Let's step up, team up, and choose what is best for Earth and humanity. Let us plan with wisdom for the next 7 generations.

WE CAN KEEP FIGHTING UNTIL MOTHER EARTH SAYS ENOUGH

OR

WE CAN PAUSE, UNITE, AND BRING HEAVEN TO EARTH

The choice is ours.