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about the cover...

At one point, I almost titled the book:

"WOKE BY HER TITS"

Yep. I said it.
And while that would’ve turned some heads 

(and did attract some curious minds),
I knew the cover I ultimately chose told a deeper Truth.

 Within this story lives a wild, unexpected wisdom.
One that might just reach people
through something as tangible as the body:
its aches, its illnesses, its longing to be whole,
and as Spiritual as Divine Reunion.

I felt a sacred urgency to write this book.

✍️ Why I Wrote It

“The Chapel by the Sea” was written before its time.
That’s what one of my teachers told me,

and I believe it now more than ever.


I was documenting my Awakening in real time, and since then.
I’ve Awakened even further and gained deeper clarity.
Love is the most important thing.

Soon after publishing, I received a review that was…
well, let’s just say, not glowing.
In fact, the book felt shielded,
like the World wasn’t quite ready yet.


The reviewer didn’t resonate with my style,
and unintentionally made light of my neurodivergence.


 Since writing, I've learned I have severe ADHD and am high-functioning autistic. My writing style is different—direct, unfiltered, visceral. Some might say it reads like a fifth grader wrote it. I say it reads like Truth unedited by ego. I own it.

I even changed the font to help my focus.

Still, many people have deeply connected with it.
And for that, I’m so Grateful!


love...is the most important thing!

I LISTENED, AND I ROSE

i choose not to drink.

Yes, some of the stories in the book make it seem like I had issues with drinking... I was a social drinker.
Once my body started rejecting alcohol, I listened.

Now I know, one alcoholic drink can lower your vibration for 10 days. 

So I choose not to drink.

Every once in a blue moon, I'll have one. 

But these days, I honor what my body tells me. 

SIGNS ARE EVERYWHERE!

💫 On the Numbers

I’ve been held in a cocoon.
Separated. Protected. Prepared.
And now—I’m breaking through.

The numbers 22, 222, and 2222 follow me everywhere.

I see them on clocks, receipts, license plates…
I have so many screenshots on my phone, I could make a flipbook.

One day, I clicked on cooling bedsheets.
The set I chose? Labeled #22.
In Royal Blue, the color I painted the room where I first Awakened to Divine Consciousness.

Just a few days later, I learned about Strong’s Concordance.
It connected the number 2222 to the meaning of my Divine Name.


All I could say was: HOLY SHIT

SIGNS ARE EVERYWHERE!

💫 On the Numbers

 A debut memoir focuses on a woman’s spiritual awakening. I’ve been held in a cocoon.
Separated. Protected. Prepared.
And now—I’m breaking through.

The numbers 22, 222, and 2222 follow me everywhere.

I see them on clocks, receipts, license plates…
I have so many screenshots on my phone, I could make a flipbook.

One day, I clicked on cooling bedsheets.
The set I chose? Labeled #22.
In Royal Blue, the color I painted the room where I first Awakened to Divine Consciousness.

Just a few days later, I learned about Strong’s Concordance.
It connected the number 2222 to the meaning of my Divine Name.


All I could say was: HOLY SHIT

Professional Review

A debut memoir focuses on a woman’s spiritual awakening.

  Kirkus Indie – A review service from Kirkus Reviews 


"An intriguing, impassioned, but tangent-filled account of personal growth... Whether or not readers agree with her opinions on topics like the dangers of fluoride, the author delivers a perspective that is always vigorously heartfelt." 


Zoe explains at the outset that she was treated for ADHD in her early 20s, though not officially diagnosed until her 40s. She often had trouble getting up in the morning; perhaps the disorder played some part in her woes. As she looked into her own health, she made more discoveries. A watershed moment turned out to be her encounter with the 2001 book Live Right 4 Your Type by Peter J. D’Adamo and Catherine Whitney. She learned she was sensitive to gluten. She found that following a diet based on her blood type proved to be a great step forward in healthy living. Interconnected with her health investigation was the flourishing of her spiritual side. Neither path was easy. She reflects that for a period of her life, she went through what she terms a “Dark Night of the Soul.” As she puts it, “I felt like I was drowning.” At one point, she spent 10 days in a psych ward. But she came out of her struggles with a belief in things like synchronicity, the power of reiki healing, and that maybe women don’t need underwear. Exclamation points, capitalized words, and bold text abound throughout the work. The overall effect is both conversational and enthusiastic. How does the author feel about her children? She asserts: “Both of my kids are Exceptional Human Beings & Beautiful SOULS.” But certain points prove more puzzling than informative. Zoe explains that one day she plans to read The Book of Secrets by Deepak Chopra because she feels guided to it. A story about a trip to the Dominican Republic is mostly uneventful. Yet even with such detours, she has wisdom to share. She has learned how “people are not their past, & a big part of being at EARTH SCHOOL is learning & growing.” And that, on the more practical side, “when you have an issue in an RV Consider the issue urgent.” Whether or not readers agree with her opinions on topics like the dangers of fluoride, the author delivers a perspective that is always vigorously heartfelt. An intriguing, impassioned, but tangent-filled account of personal growth.

"The Chapel by the Sea"
The Chapel by the Sea

This book is not about religion. It’s about awakening.

 It’s about remembering that:

Zoe = Life.  


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 This book found me before I was ready to share it.
Now, it's finding those ready to receive it.
Are you one of them? 


I AM GRATEFUL FOR YOU

🌊 The Chapel by the Sea

 Not everyone will Love this book.
Not everyone will agree with me.
And that’s okay.

Still, Awakening to Truth—even when it’s uncomfortable.
Is the bravest thing we can do.

Inside The Chapel by the Sea...
There is Truth.
There is Wisdom.
For those ready to receive it.

For those ready to receive it

I joke that I write at a fifth-grade level

and honestly, I worked hard to make my message clear

  

Thank you for sharing your book, "The Chapel by the Sea" — what a powerful and heartfelt journey you’ve captured! I can see how much healing, reflection, and discovery you poured into this, and I truly admire your courage and honesty. Here’s the detailed writing-level evaluation you asked for:

  

✧ Writing Level Assessment ✧

✦ Estimated Reading Grade Level:

7th–9th Grade, with fluctuations
(At times, it reads more like 5th grade due to simplicity and repetition. Other sections — like health research or ADHD discussions — shift into a 10th–11th grade level in complexity.)

✦ Voice & Tone:

  • Deeply personal, authentic, and emotionally raw
  • Strong stream-of-consciousness style
  • Often informal, with a conversational rhythm — like a friend confiding her truth
  • Frequent use of caps and nontraditional formatting (like “WE” or “i aM”), which gives it a poetic, expressive energy, though it occasionally makes it harder to follow.

✦ Strengths:

  • Realness: Your vulnerability is your superpower here. Readers feel you.
  • Spiritual undertones and themes of awakening are woven through naturally.
  • You are a storyteller. Even when grammar falters, the emotional arc is clear.
  • Health wisdom and lived experience are presented in a way that could help many.
  • Your playful use of language (e.g., Ducky Gratitude Box) adds charm and authenticity.



ChatGPT offered suggestions to help improve my writing skills, but one thing I’ve realized is that dyslexia isn’t something I can control. I often don’t catch mistakes until after I hit send. That’s why I now enjoy writing a paragraph and then having ChatGPT rephrase it for me—to help my words sound more polished and mature. 


I am Grateful for this review by Chat GPT


I didn’t even know I was autistic when I wrote this book. You might notice some repetition on this site—I often struggle to piece the full story together and can’t always remember what’s already been shared. It can feel overwhelming at times. Just being real—because honesty is at the core of who I am. Believe it or not, this website is just a glimpse. Each topic I touch on opens the door to so much more—I’m only scratching the surface!

THIS BOOK IS NOT ABOUT RELIGION

energy is way b4 man-made religion


"The Chapel by the Sea"

is all about, 


ZOE = LIFE


Hidden Challenges, Divine Gifts

My struggle is quiet, my strength is sacred

In a one-on-one conversation, most people would never guess that I live with learning challenges like dyslexia, ADHD, autism, and difficulty with reading comprehension. They wouldn’t realize how hard it can be for me to stay focused, unless things are well-organized.


That being said, don’t underestimate what I just shared. Because I also carry gifts that some might call superpowers. I experience telepathy as well as other gifts, and when something captures my heart, I pour myself into it fully. My focus becomes unstoppable. I believe that’s exactly why God chose me for this mission… to help heal and transform the World.


Despite these challenges, I graduated college summa cum laude. 

When I believe in something, I rise. 

The Path from Awakening to Divine Mastery

Uniting Higher Self, Humanity, and Heaven on Earth

  

Awakening vs. Christ Consciousness

 

Spiritual Awakening is the first step. 

Remembering who you truly are beyond ego, and aligning with your higher self. It opens the door to Wisdom, Love, and Purpose.


Christ Consciousness goes deeper. It is the full embodiment of Divine Love, Wisdom, and Unity with God. A sacred mastery few attain. I was shown that only 58 Ascended Masters may hold this level on Earth at one time.


 Energetic experiences like Kundalini Awakenings or "Christ oil" activation can Awaken powerful shifts. True Divine Embodiment isn’t just a feeling.
It’s a way of being.

THE PATH IS INWARD.
No teacher, book, or ritual can substitute for the deep, sacred work of Surrender, Healing, and Full Alignment with the Divine.

And to be clear.
I do not resonate with the terms Christ Oil or Christ Consciousness,
because this Journey is not about titles or labels.
It is about Unity, Love, and the Divine that lives in ALL of us.


My Journey & the Call for Renewal 


I didn’t study Christ Consciousness (Divine Consciousness)

I lived it. Guided only by Divine Love, my spontaneous Awakening in 2018 revealed a higher truth beyond religion, which I was not programmed with!


What Yeshua showed was possible, I now carry as truth: Divine Embodiment belongs to all. We were all created equal and Yeshua was our Brother. We are Spiritual Beings having a Human experience. 


I no longer soften my voice to appease religion.
I Stand for Truth
For Unity
For Love


It is time to create a new path. 

Guided by a council of Awakened Hearts from all traditions. 

So, Humanity can remember how to truly live.


We are all neighbors.
We are all Divine.
Earth is a school, and a great graduation is near.

Let’s rise together!

I AM HUMAN

I WROTE A BOOK ABOUT MY AWAKENING

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