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WHERE I STAND

SYSTEMS & SOCIETY

A Call for Systems Change Rooted in Love


This page is not about politics. It's not about left or right, red or blue.


It's about looking honestly at the systems we've inherited—systems built on profit, control, and fear—and asking: 


Is this really what God intended for humanity?


The answer is no.


We were meant to thrive, not merely survive. We were meant to live in harmony with the Earth, with each other, and with the Divine rhythm of Life itself.


What follows is not a complete blueprint. It's a starting point. A conversation. A vision for what becomes possible when we choose Love over fear, Truth over convenience, and Unity over division.


This is my stand. And I invite you to stand with me.

part I: the truth about our systems

💔 THE SYSTEM WAS NEVER FOR US

Profit Over People. That's the Problem.

Let me be real. I didn't share this for sympathy. I shared it because I was done staying silent.


There was a time I barely had money for food. I couldn't afford to leave my house. And my Adult Child, my baby, developed Type 1 diabetes after fighting off COVID—having to pay over $1,000 a month just to stay alive. 


Why?  


Because some pharmaceutical executive decided that keeping my Son alive was a business opportunity. Because this system—a broken, greedy machine—chose profits over people.


Need proof? Just do the math.


  • 2025 Federal minimum wage: $7.25/hour
  • $7.25 × 40 hours = $290/week
  • $290 × 4 weeks = $1,160/month


And then… Insulin: $1,000+ per month


I couldn't help Him then, because I was fighting just to keep a roof over my head. I fasted to save money, often going without food, only eating on the days my Daughter was around.


Money has carried so much fear and anxiety that I cry even as I write these words. And whenever I hear people speak of "fasting," I cringe—because I know what it feels like when fasting isn't a spiritual practice, but survival.


I know what it feels like when the body eats the muscle to survive!


This is not God's plan for Humanity.



🛒 The Lie in Your Grocery Cart


What you eat is energy. And they know that.


God provided everything the human body needs. Yet, they've turned it into toxic garbage. I suggest every human get a food intolerance test. Send in a hair sample, no doctor's visit required. Affordable, accessible. Last I checked, a family pack for four was about $100.


Search food intolerance hair test and see for yourself.


I share my own story in The Chapel by the Sea, how food was making me sick. This system we live in—a profit-driven machine—prioritizes money over well-being.


🏥 Health Insurance Isn't Health


It's a wall. A trap. A system of denial.


You are not alone. This isn't just about one family—it's about all of us.


It's time to wake up. Speak out. Demand better.


No one should go bankrupt trying to stay alive.


 

💔 Too Many Are Suffering in Silence


Assisted living. Rehabilitation centers. Nursing homes. Places meant for care—our elders, our vulnerable, our healing—have become profit-driven institutions where neglect wears the mask of compassion.


Thousands are paid each month for "care," while people are forgotten, mishandled, and mistreated. Many can't speak for themselves. Many have no one checking in. Too often, the system looks away.


This isn't just a flaw. It's a crisis of compassion.


How we treat the vulnerable reveals the true soul of our society. One day, you too may find yourself in Assisted Living, a Rehabilitation Center, or a Nursing Home. And it isn't only the elderly left sitting in soiled diapers for far too long—faces marked with abandonment and despair, unable to clean themselves. It's also the injured and recovering in rehab centers, suffering the same neglect.


🧠 Programmed from Birth


Whether we realize it or not, we've all been programmed. It begins at birth, through culture, systems, and stories passed down.


Somewhere along the way, forces discovered they could manipulate the masses with fear, lack, shame, confusion, division, and control.


They weaponized fear. They manufactured lack. They sowed shame and confusion. They divided us from truth, from each other, and from the Divine.


 

💔 This Is Not God's Plan


God never designed us to live this way. Struggling paycheck to paycheck, fighting over man-made borders, dying from distorted interpretations of Sacred Texts.


It's time to wake up. Look around.


Our military recalls retirees. Young men are drafted. Young women are now added to the list.


WAR MIND-FUCKS THE INNOCENT.


The pain of war doesn't fade in a generation. It echoes across lifetimes. It imprints on the Soul. It festers in the family line.


I DO NOT CONSENT TO WAR. 

🏛️ BROKEN SYSTEMS MUST FALL

Eventually, outdated beliefs lose their relevance to the present. Some systems cannot be repaired. They must be replaced.


Government and church merged long ago, twisting truth, weaponizing guilt, dividing humanity. Built on fear. Maintained through silence.


It's time to uproot. Not with vengeance—with Vision.


Sacred Leadership means:

  • Integrity
  • Compassion
  • Truth
  • Service
  • Alignment with Divine Law


Not control. Not greed. Not ego.

part II: what's harming us

🎭 MEDIA, DRUGS & DISCONNECTION

If you're out of touch, watch Euphoria. It's a window into modern high schools: Drug menus. Doorstep delivery. Vapes sold in middle school—so discreet they're being used in bedrooms, bathrooms, on the bus.


Meanwhile… video games glorify violence. Streaming platforms normalize chaos and hypersexuality.


What we normalize becomes what we create. We're not just watching—it's programming us.



🔫 Why Are Guns Designed to Look Like Toys?


Why the concern: Toy-like aesthetics and violent game loops desensitize us to the sacredness of life.


I know some of you believe owning a powerful gun makes you strong. True strength honors Divine Law. And Divine Law is clear: do not kill.


Reforms:

  • Minimum ownership age: 25
  • Ban automatic and military-grade weapons
  • Background checks, permits, in-person interviews
  • Comprehensive safety training before purchase
  • Mandatory gun safes in all homes with firearms


Let's aim for a culture rooted in responsibility, peace, and reverence for life. Voluntary surrender programs for weapons of mass destruction are a worthy first step.


Think of Sandy Hook.


How many innocent lives must be lost before we recognize the madness? A basic shotgun for hunting is more than enough, especially when most people get their meat at the supermarket anyway. Or did we, somewhere along the way, decide to override Divine Law?


Violent video games… SMH.


Thoughts become things. What we normalize becomes what we manifest.


It's disturbing that little boys and big boys are spending hours playing games where they aim to eliminate human-like figures and watch red splatter, but even worse is what's coming out of their mouths while doing it.


Because this matters. Because words create worlds.


 

🥊 Reconsidering Our "Entertainment"


Many sports and activities pushed on youth may not serve a long-term purpose for their health or well-being. It often feels like competition, tradition, or entertainment are prioritized over what's truly best for the body.


Take throwing the shot put, for example—was that really necessary? No one warned me that it could damage my shoulder and limit my activity as an adult. When children are better informed, they may begin to question whether they truly want to participate.


My goal isn't to upset anyone, although I do feel there are a few popular sports that deserve reconsideration. Look at the long-term effects.


I am only going to name one: Boxing


Boxing is legal. Dogfighting is not.


Why? Both involve violence for entertainment. The difference? Humans "consent."


But is it really consent when a system glorifies brain damage as sport? When children are taught that watching two people beat each other unconscious is acceptable entertainment?


We outlaw forcing animals into violence, yet celebrate when humans do it to themselves. We won't let our dogs eat certain foods, yet we consume packaged garbage filled with ingredients we can't pronounce.


The paradox breaks my heart. We've normalized harming ourselves while protecting animals.


I've always been the first to step in and stop a fight. So why do we pay to watch them?

part III: what can heal us

🌿 HEALTH, HABITS & HEALING

  

Returning to What's Real. Remembering What Heals.


Yes, like you, I have a past.

I drank alcohol that lowered my vibe.

I quit cigarettes in my 20s. 


I was just another woman lost in illusion, chasing what the world told me would bring happiness. That's the American way—beat the shit out of your body, then pay for it later.


Then I chose differently.

I healed, naturally. 


I reversed inflammation, allergies, asthma, and joint pain. 


How? By cleaning up my plate and aligning with my Soul.


Here's the truth: Most processed food is garbage. What we consume is what we become.

🛒 What We Consume


We need real standards for food and product safety. This is not optional—it's survival.


If it harms the Body or the Earth, it does not belong on the shelves.


Clean Food. Clean Water. Clean Air. 


These are not luxuries. They are basic human rights. Provided by God. Destroyed by humans.  

🌿 CANNABIS IS GOD'S MEDICINE

Restricting access to cannabis is wrong. God placed this plant here for healing.


  • THC has helped me sleep for the first time in years. Good sleep isn't luxury—it's vital for healing. 
  • It helps elders ease long-term pain.
  • Good sleep is vital for healing.


What should be illegal is the lab-made junk flooding the market.



🚫 VAPES ARE BAD. They are chemical traps. A distortion of the Sacred. 


 

The Sacred Plant Deserves Sacred Care

Here's another truth: cannabis is being grown with pesticides, chemicals, and synthetic fertilizers that poison the very medicine God provided. For those of us who care deeply about what we put in our bodies—especially those sensitive to chemicals—this is unacceptable.


We need organic dispensaries. Clean cultivation. Tested for purity. Grown with reverence for the plant and the people it serves.


Truth and honesty are the foundation of safe testing. When integrity is compromised, trust is broken — and people are put at risk. Transparent, unbiased testing protects consumers, supports ethical businesses, and upholds the credibility of the entire industry. 


Cannabis cannot be called medicine while grown like a commodity. Medicine demands integrity. It demands clean soil, honest testing, and people placed before profit. 


Respect the plant.


 

🗣️ Governor Abbott, I GOT A PRESCRIPTION


If I could holler out on here like that woman did in the Tyler Perry film, you'd hear me loud and clear:


I GOT A PRESCRIPTION. 


And if you take it away, I am outta here.


Since gaining access to a regulated strain for sleep, my lifelong challenges have finally started to ease.


Here's the catch: I have one legal option in Texas. As an Autistic person, the tincture's texture is hard for me to tolerate. The gummy ingredients? No thank you. So I'm left with one narrow choice, while countless strains, methods, and plant allies remain criminalized.


Texas law feels like a direct attack on my health, my rest, and my dignity.


Governor, download one of the cannabis education apps from Colorado. They break down each strain's effects like pharmaceutical labels. Even TV ads for MOOD highlight the vast differences.


Yes, there's a huge difference.


And in Divine timing, right after this message went live, the Governor vetoed the THC ban. Coincidence? Maybe. I know the power of Truth spoken from the Soul.



⚖️ FREEDOM WITH RESPONSIBLE LIMITATIONS


Plant medicine is Sacred. Some plants carry potent effects and require trained guidance.


Cannabis is not one of them. 


It is Sacred. Ancient. Healing. Misunderstood.


It's time the world recognizes cannabis for what it is: God's medicine.


  • Legalize personalized dosages
  • Allow natural forms of access
  • Protect the right to grow



🍷 ALCOHOL VS. CANNABIS


Alcohol destroys lives, families, and futures. Yet, it's glorified. Cannabis, gentle and healing, remains restricted.


The issue is not safety.  It is control.


Alcohol lowers your vibration, disconnects you from your Soul, and opens doors to regret and violence. 


Cannabis reconnects you to yourself. 

part Iv: the small absurdities that reveal the big problems

🔥 WHY I'M SPEAKING OUT

Even with a degree and full-time hours, incomes barely stretch to cover food, shelter, and basic dignity. The cost of living has tripled. Wages haven't budged. 


How many jobs must a person work just to survive? How long before elites own all land and water rights? 


Food, water, and air—non-negotiable needs—are contaminated, then sold back to us for profit. Doctors are rewarded for prescribing pills rather than healing the root. 


This is not sustainable. It is not humane. It is not serving the people.    


  

🌐 The System Is Collapsing


People cannot survive like this. Rent, food, gas: unaffordable.


The "land of the free" collapses from within.


The truth? It was never built for the people.


It's time to speak truth. To rise. As humans, not as parties.



📰 THE NEWS IS NOT TRUTH


Mainstream media thrives on fear, division, and programming. It won't show you what's rising, what's real, or what's healing.


Yet I see it: millions Awakening. Choosing Love. Choosing Peace. Choosing each other.

part v: the vision for what's next

🌍 WE ARE ONE HUMAN FAMILY

This is bigger than Texas. 

Bigger than the United States. 


THIS IS GLOBAL.

People are suffering. Angry. Starving. Scared.


We are not enemies. 

We are One Human Family.


What we need:


  • A World without borders
  • One currency
  • One language of Love
  • Unity through Truth


 

💬 A MESSAGE TO OWNERS & MAKERS


If you produce food, products, or media, you have a choice:


  • Be offended.
  • Or start researching what's coming.


Humans are sick—from what we've consumed and from what we've been forced to accept.


The old world is crumbling. The new one will need you.


Factories that once made junk can now create healing.


Children are inflamed. Adults are overwhelmed. Humanity deserves better.

To the scammers: channel your energy into something honest. Too much time is being stolen. Too many good people taken advantage of. This must end. 


  

🌍Unity in High Demand


We don't need 3,000 chocolate companies. We need Quality. Purity. 

Simplicity.


Chocolate is just an example. Most industries are bloated. Overproducing garbage while people can't afford real food.


It's time to streamline. To reclaim Quality, Purity, and Simplicity. To heal.


We must demand:


  • Clean air
  • Clean water
  • Clean food


These are not luxuries. 

They are human rights.
 


📱 RECLAIMING OUR VOICE


Secure voting from our phones. Use biometrics. Replace bloated cabinets with expert panels. Vote issue by issue.


I'm not afraid of being tracked. We already are. Even your phone, powered down, can still ping for days.  


 

🏛️ Sacred Leadership


I'm not into politics. Still, I can tell you this: the system is broken.


  • Too many layers
  • Too much red tape
  • Too many decisions without Wisdom or Soul


It's overstaffed, overcomplicated, and long overdue for change.


We don't need more control. 


We need Unity. 

We need Simplicity. 

We need to Remember what matters.


And Governor, what stands out most to me is your Love. 

It shines beyond politics. Thank you for all you do!

part vI: the call to action

💥 This Is the Great Remembering

We are in a mass Awakening. 

The veil is lifting. 

Truth is rising.


This is not the end. It is the Rebirth.


Once your eyes are open, you cannot unsee.


I don't care about red pill or blue pill. 

I stand on what God has shown me.


Thank you, Mom and Dad, for raising me outside the system.



💔 The Sickness Must End


Sex trafficking. Drug-facilitated assaults. Pharmaceutical control. It is all evil.


This is a wake-up call. 

We must rise together!


One World. One Law. One Humanity.



🔥 To the Critics


This isn't an invitation to dissect. 

I've endured enough. 

WE ALL HAVE!


This is a time to heal. A time to shift. A time to speak life.


This message is for the Awakened. For the ones who remember and rise with Fire and Soul.


It is a Sacred Transmission. A prophecy fulfilled.



💭 The Choice Is Ours


We all have a past.
What matters is what we choose now.


To heal.
To rise.
To Love.


The time is here.
The way is the Heart.



🕊️ The End of an Age


The world built on imbalance is ending.


Not humanity.
Not hope.


The old system falls.
Something truer rises.


Rooted in Love.
Dignity.
Truth.
Sacred Unity.



📣 A Final Call


Everywhere you look — strain.
Workplaces. Homes. Tables.


This system was never designed for wholeness.


Now we build differently.


Wake up.
Rise steady.
Restore what matters.


Right now we have the chance to build something new.


Let's wake up. Let's rise up. Let's clean this place up.

CLOSING: NOW IS THE TIME

🔥 NOW! IS THE TIME FOR CHANGE

 

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🌎 America, It Starts Here


I am not seeking politics.


I want to build The Dragonfly. I want to live aligned, free, and rooted in Truth.


I'd Love to shut this phone off—constant spam calls steal precious time. Now many block every unknown number. Should it really come to this?


Look around: Mother Earth is getting louder. At the same time, humans have had enough abuse. We are at a breaking point.


Something must change, now. 

There are better ways. 

And humanity deserves better.



🌍 The Time Is Now


God is watching. Mother Earth is crying out!


This is not the end. This is the beginning.


THIS IS THE MOST EXTRAORDINARY TIME TO BE ALIVE!


We've been given the chance to create something magnificent! The Sacred Opportunity to bring Heaven to Earth.



🌀 My Mission


Awaken. Heal. Unite.


Awaken. Heal. Unite.


Awaken. Heal. Unite.




🌍 STOP FOR A MOMENT


Really look at Earth.


We're destroying her.


We're numbing ourselves with food and meds, forgetting that healing is natural—and the body knows how to remember.



 ✨ Honor the Whisper of Your Soul. It's calling you home.


This is the path. This is the mission. This is NOW. 


WE ALL CAN BENEFIT FROM SLOWING DOWN reconnecting with the Earth, and remembering our Creator.



🗽 A Warning from History


"America will never be destroyed from the outside. If we falter and lose our freedoms, it will be because we destroyed ourselves."

—Abraham Lincoln


And Abe? We've been doing a damn good job of that.



🌐 LA UNIDAD DE TODAS LAS COSAS


We need a total reset.


  • Spanish: La unidad de todas las cosas
  • French: L'unité de toutes choses
  • German: Die Einheit aller Dinge
  • Italian: L'unità di tutte le cose
  • Portuguese: A unidade de todas as coisas
  • Dutch: De eenheid van alle dingen
  • Russian: Единство всех вещей (Yedinstvo vsekh veshchey)
  • Chinese (Simplified): 万物一体 (Wànwù yītǐ)
  • Japanese: 万物の一体性 (Banbutsu no ittaisei)
  • Arabic: وحدة كل الأشياء (Wahdat kull al-ashya')



UNITY - GOD'S PLAN 


If any of this struck a chord within you, and you know in your Heart it's time for change—then read the Momentum section, where with the guidance of God and the Universe, I set forth a Plan, a Date, and a Celebration for Earth.

More truth. More depth. More than we’ve been told.

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